You don't have to apologize to me, Stefan. I was right there along side you. The ship, it made me think you're why I'm a vampire. I think I ... liked that? The further out we get from it, the less I really remember, but you didn't attack me or make me do anything I didn't want to do.
It was the ship, Stefan and I won't think otherwise. I don't blame you.
( well, he blames himself and probably always would. )
I appreciate that.( he half wishes she would blame him, though. )What I did to you wasn't the only thing I regret. It might have been the ship but one flip of a humanity switch would make it me.
( that is Stefan's MO. she's used to it. except for those months he checked out and dated Ivy. )
You didn't do anything to me. It made me think you did. I was still a vampire. I'm always a vampire. I was just a vampire heiress with no parents because whatever is controlling these dreams has a sick sense of humor.
I should be the one to apologize for not trying to get through to you when I was myself. I should've tried harder or, I should've found you in person.
( They haven't spoken about her, or about his and Caroline's spree. Or, about Damon mentioning that she had faked her feelings to bring Stefan back, all to get her "real family" back. She's not comparing herself to his and Damon's mother, but she didn't fight. For him or Caroline. )
( she's not wrong but it's not something stefan really wants to go back into either. that whole...time was chaotic and awful for so many different reasons. he regrets what he'd done but he also would do it again if it meant saving someone innocent. )
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About that, I wasn't myself. I don't really know what happened or how but I'm sorry that you got caught up in it. I hope I didn't hurt you.
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It was the ship, Stefan and I won't think otherwise. I don't blame you.
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I appreciate that. ( he half wishes she would blame him, though. ) What I did to you wasn't the only thing I regret. It might have been the ship but one flip of a humanity switch would make it me.
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You didn't do anything to me. It made me think you did. I was still a vampire. I'm always a vampire. I was just a vampire heiress with no parents because whatever is controlling these dreams has a sick sense of humor.
I should be the one to apologize for not trying to get through to you when I was myself. I should've tried harder or, I should've found you in person.
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( he did what he wanted and damn everyone else. )
I'm glad you didn't make the effort.
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( They haven't spoken about her, or about his and Caroline's spree. Or, about Damon mentioning that she had faked her feelings to bring Stefan back, all to get her "real family" back. She's not comparing herself to his and Damon's mother, but she didn't fight. For him or Caroline. )
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She's a good actress.
( and he's gullible. )
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You have nothing to apologize for, Stefan. Take care of Caroline, who, actually reached out to me so I think we're okay.
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I wasn't very kind to her either.
where did this notification go, i ask
lmao it happens
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